i tried. saudade. i tried. saudade. i tried.

I tried. I really tried. But i can´t take it anymore. How deep has to be the pain? And, in The End two people that love each other, or at least its the way that i understand, have to follow different routes. Abort Mission of loving you. You will stay forever alive in my memories. Now its for Real. If you deeply love me you will return. But right now i have to continue my life with tears and feeling lost. We never know if it will be to late. Saudade, the portuguese word that has no translation, its destroying me.